Boredom

I am ALWAYS bored. Why is this? I could produce a list but that won't change the fact that I am bored.

I am also getting dissatisfied with everything around me. It's usually in the spring that I tend to get nutty. I am incredibly sick of this little, boring apartment. I am tired of living in apartments, period. I am tired of off white walls and dirty beige carpet. I am tired of bedrooms that are too small and bathrooms that are poorly laid out. Hmmm that's a list I am willing to continue. I am tired of my furniture and my clothes. I am tired of having one car. I am tired of J's new job. I am tired of Karate. I am tired of myself. I thought maybe the new shower curtain would kill the blah's but so far it hasn't. . . . . . . . . .