Weekend update

I worked today. Then I came home and fell asleep. I hadn't felt tired during work but I sure was sleepy when I got here. I just woke up and am still a bit groggy.

After I cleaned the house for butthead, he took it a step further and washed the floors. Now let's see if he can his shit off the floor, since he's just as messy as me.

We've come to a conclusion about the party. We are going to do the Chuckster next weekend with my sis. I know J's family would rather attend the Chuckster as well. Whatever weekend J has off is when we'll have the pool party for all the kids.

I am really tempted to go to Joann's. They have remnants for 90% off. I just can't seem to find the energy. Maybe I'll stop at mcdonald's and grab a coffee.


OHHHHH, And has anyone seen all the Ohio Flood footage on the news? That's where my family is. Luckily they had no personal damage. I couldn't believe the photos!

Ok I gotta get moving.

Life ain't always beautiful

So have you noticed that we're not at each other's throats lately? Oh it was bound to end eventually.....

First he got upset about the kid's party. I half understand. I had it all planned until my sister said she was coming down the first week of august. I changed the party to that Saturday and I am sure I told J, he just wasn't listening. He got upset since he is not sure if he can get that Saturday off. Since I only gave out one invitation I offered to change it. (the other people that have been personally invited can easily be told the new date and I don't think it would matter much) but he said no and stayed mad.

Then we came home and the house was a mess. He yelled at me about it and I yelled right back. It's not fair that I am expected to clean on my one day off but he's not. I have little J seven days a week. I never get a true day off. Know what J did today? Slept. All. Damn. Day. I'm not saying the house needed to be spotless but he could have done something. But noooo it's all my fault and my responsibility. He said he cleans the kitchen every time and that I NEVER do. So untrue. I told him I would clean it tonight just to shut him up. Then he continued to mutter bs under his breath. I told him to shut up and he left.

I am not THAT mad. Just some healthy venting. (but really this is an ongoing battle) The house is clean and he's still not home. Not sure where he's at but I had dinner and got little J into bed.

Who wants to bet he'll do the silent treatment crap. Gosh he needs to learn to let shit roll off his back. He'll be mad at me for the next 3 days, lol.

In other news. Swim is over. And I still hate karate.

Oh and have you noticed

That most of you have moved blogs and I haven't updated the links. I myself just noticed and I don't feel like changing it at the moment.

What is up

With this early dismissal crap???? I just looked at the 2006-2007 school year and they have early dismissals twice a month. Who thought that was a good idea? Obviously not a working parent who can't pick their child up at 1:15. We did not get early dismissal days until I was in High school and it was like 3 times a year.

Which is yet another reason I wish we were in Ohio. If we were I would never have to worry about time out of school because my stay at home Sister would gladly watch little J. But now we have no one who is completely free (without jobs to work around)

anyway....

Swim is going well. I don't like that he is in the beginner class. It is basically getting used to water and he is way beyond that. Oh well. I'll just teach him on my own. Or keep him in water wings till he's twenty, lol.

Things are going well around here. J has been closing so I haven't seen him much. He is off tomorrow and I have a half day so maybe we'll do lunch. Although I love a half day the downside is having to work Saturdays. I don't mind at all except finding a sitter. If I had one I would work every Saturday.

I only got about 4 hours sleep last night. I was tired this morning but I was fine once I got moving. But I'm dragging now and ready for bed. I hear thunder rolling in so I will sleep soundly.......

I can't sleep

Wow! I can't believe the weekend is over.

We went school shopping at Target, who had EVERYTHING on clearance. I got everything 50% off and only spent $50 on clothes. All we need are a couple pairs of pants but since it's 200 degrees right now I think we can wait on those. I've got all the school supplies except the ream of paper and clorox wipes. So we're all set for the big day. It doesn't seem so big to Little J, since he is still going to school.

We've decide to have a pool party for the kid's birthday. I am not sure that it's a terrific idea. I as a parent would not want to attend a pool party knowing I would have to be in the water, or at least have a swimsuit on in case I needed to jump in. I as the hostess don't want to parade around in swimsuit as all the other Mom's that are invited are thin and too cute. But J is convinced it's the best idea for having a lot of kids (10)

My sis and the boys are coming down, since little J was sad that they wouldn't be able to visit this year. I really wish we lived closer. I feel like time is moving too fast and I really don't like little J being so far away from my family. I always had cousins around and I hate that little J doesn't. I don't think it's fair to him to be alone all the time......

My house is still a mess, but at least I got some laundry done. Neither of us feel like cleaning and it shows.

I should probably go lie down. J won't be home for a few more hours and I think that's why I can't sleep, even though I have to be up in 6 hours.....

Geez

I admit that I am totally jealous of my sisters. In a mean "woe-is-me" kinda way.

Here's my list:

I am upset that I am not in Ohio.

My sisters blog has no mention of me, as if there is no Bonnie at all. Which makes me jealous of other sister who makes appearances......

The sisters went to Germany for two weeks. I could not go, though I was invited.

This weekend they made friends with the band Candelbox. All three of us LOVE them. They hung out with them all weekend. Lucky Bitches. Are you kidding me???? Really seriously the lead singer called them at home!!!!!!

And those are the latest reasons as to why I am secretly jealous of them.

Right now they make me sick........

Dear Chris

Not weirded out really. I am originally from Ohio and my sister's boyfriend's name is Chris, lol. My family doesn't know of this blog so I thought I was caught :)

Thank you for the condolences!!!!

Sooooo

My dr. was very excited that I was pregnant. Weird I know but getting pg is a good sign, even if something goes wrong. The next bit of info won't make much sense to anyone but Jams. The progesteron during my luteal phase should be between 3 and 23 (says dr.) Mine was at a 7. She told me that if I get another positive to call her immediatley to have a lab done. If it is still low then I will take supplements to increase the chance of keeping the pregnancy. She is very optimistic that I will get pg between now and september (when we are finally able to schedule the HSG) and if not then our next step is Chlomid. That makes me NERVOUS. But we'll cross that bridge when we come to it.

The dr. actually made me feel better (usually I feel like crap after seeing her) I really thought I would have to switch dr's after this (since I thought I would feel especially crappy)


Thanks for the sympathy, it's nice to know ya'll care. Although Chris in Ohio kinda weirded me out. Could it be Chris that I know? Lol. Probably not but small world none the less.

It was a busy week

2 screw ups at work that will cost me my monthly incentive. One was my error. One was my customer's, that I corrected and had customer sign the change, yet the bitches at processing still threw me out of balance. It really pissed me off. And is still pissing me off when I talk about it. I am going to fight this one to my death........ But besides those two things work is fine. And it's not like those two things are gonna be the end of me, although my monthly review and incentive are shot.

I worked six days and got not one things accomplished at home. I have piles of laundry, dishes and crap to take care of. Did J clean even a little on his days off. Once he cleaned the kitchen, but immediately after cooking it was a mess again and stayed that way. He didn't do anything else helpful.

Little J starts swim next week and I can't wait.

We went to a picnic at GM's house. We had a good time, as usual. I swear the whole neighborhood was there this time. The only bad part was when the strangers asked when we were going to have another child. I just replied eventually and let J take over the conversation. Once they stopped asking questions I was fine. We didn't get home til 10:30 and we all went to bed.

Speaking of J's work. There is a very believable rumor that the lot the restaurant sits on is being sold (part of the beach condo boom) I am so nervous I could throw up. Of course the company isn't saying a word but I really do believe that it'll happen. J is adamant that they would never let him go, just send him to another store. That would mean moving again. And since I barely can do the hustle and bustle now I can't imagine living in central FL.


I got the progesterone lab back and it is "normal, but on the low normal side, so call us when you start your cycle." I am going to call to see exactly what that means. What is "low normal" and how does that effect the situation? It should 100% normal or not at all. And I think I am gonna switch to someone else in the practice. I really like my dr. but every vacation she takes fall around my cycle and the days the tests need to be done. And she takes a lot of damn vacation. My co-workers sees another doctor and really likes him ( yes I said him, I have to overcome this phobia of male professionals) so I might ask to see him, or even just ask if he could do the HSG in her place. (since she'll be on vacation)

I guess I should get moving. I have so much to do. Because we went to the picnic I didn't get my usual Saturday grocery shopping done.